Papa, Thank you!

        You worked for us. To give us a better and comfortable life. You did a lot of sacrifices just to give us everything we want. You love us no matter what. You accept us for who we are. You supported me on what I want. You are always there for us. When you have problems, you keep it to yourself. Because you don't want us to worry about it. You give me strength and hope. You showed me how to be loved. I know you trust me. 

       You've been a good father to us and a good husband to mama. I can see that you really love her. The way you treat her and the way you care for her. I hope I can find someone like you pa. A man that is so strong. A man that keeps his promise. A man that loves his family more than his self. Thank you papa! Thank you for everything. I love you :)

Mama Thank You!

         

       You gave birth to me. A mother that loves me with all her heart. A friend that cares for me. A sister that listens to me. We are not that close to each other but I know you love me. You've been a good mother to us and a good wife to papa. You are a god-fearing woman and you always remind us that we should thank God in everything. I don't always tell you my problems but I know as a mother you already knew that. I know I am not a perfect daughter for you. I made mistakes. I lied. I didn't exceed your expectations. I am so stubborn. But always remember ma, I am doing my best to prove to you that I'm worth all your sacrifices. I study so hard for me to give you a better life in the future. I know I am not a type of person who shares with you my thoughts and ideas because I am not yet ready and I feel there's a gap between us. But time will come, I will be ready to share with you everything. Thank you ma for loving us. Thank you for being there for us. I love you ma even though I rarely say it :)

Cool Kids!

 

Do you know who are they? How important they are to me? How they manage to make me happy? How they deals with my problems or whatsoever? Well, I want you to meet them!

          College for me is a difficult one. I have to adjust and adapt to my new surroundings and to new people. I have to mingle with others and meet new friends. I know in myself that I am not good in approaching other people. I am a shy type person. Then, I met them. The people who made my college life a memorable one. They are the coolest person I've ever met. They are not KJ's, they are not boring to be with, they care for you and most especially, they love you for who you are and for what you have. Even though we have different personalities and interests, there is this one thing that can bind us together. We study and ate lunch together. We share ideas and thoughts. When I have problems, they listen to me. They are very optimistic in life. They don't give up easily and even though I always disappoints them, they are always there to support me. They always make me smile in the little possible ways.
          I am so lucky to have them in my life. Thank you friends! Thank you for everything.

LOVE LIKE THIS

     

         I am just a simple girl with a simple dream. To finish my studies, to help my family, to love and to be loved and to find someone who will take part of my life. Then I found this man. A man who is a responsible one. He has the strength to withstand all the challenges that comes on his way. Those things really impressed me. Here's how it started.

         Since the day my boyfriend and I are on, until now everything in him still completes me. We all know that nothing in this world is perfect and time will come that he can already do things that can surely hurt me. Despite it, we still hold on to each other. Time pass and I became immune to the things he is doing. After all, we still love each other. We made ourselves strong for the challenges that will come in the near future especially now that he is going on-board and our foundation as a couple will be tested again. We made a promise not to do anything that could ruin what we have. Moreover, we have the confidence that nothing will go wrong. He chooses me and I chooses him.

        Problems are just nothing but another test. A test for strength and courage to stay what you are from the very start. On our situation, I can say  that we are not yet over with those tests but we are now stronger than before. This relationship of ours would not be as perfect as what we see on movies but this is what we are. We made our own story and our own journey. Yet, nothing's worth for the love like this.

A Date!

     

         Every girl wants their life to be perfect especially when it comes to their love life. A guy with a good company comes with a package of a perfect relationship. Commitment is not an easy aspect of life. Here, we can find happiness and love. One example is the feeling we get when we first met our first love.

       My boyfriend is my classmate since high school. Because of that, we can see each other almost everyday. We always spend time together. Each time our sights collide, there is always this spark that no one could ever made me feel than him. I simply can't believe that I'm one of those persons who is already falling in love. When it's recess time, he takes me with him and we ate snacks together. Since we can't go out of the campus, we will be taking much of our time inside the classroom. Talking, laughing and making assignments together. Every noon, we ate lunch together inside the classroom. In everyday we are doing the same routines, we feel that when recess and lunch time takes place, we are also having a date.

        By that, I realized that a date need not to be expensive. It does not have to be in a fancy restaurant or in a place where you can spend so much money. Make simple things, a greater one. Be happy. What's important is you spend time together and you make every moment a unforgettable one.

     

My Best Friend

 
 

        It was in high school when I first met you. We don't know each other much. We were quite a strangers. You have your friends. I have mine. Then out of the blue, we started being close with each other. We ate lunch together and go home together. I don't know how it started but I feel I can share everything to you. We did crazy things and laugh as much as we want to. We talked about random things and shares each other thoughts. I am not afraid to tell you anything because I know you will not judge me. You accepted me for who I am and for what I have. You saw my flaws and never feel bad about it. You saw my every heartbreaks, my every breakdowns and my every tears that falls to the ground. You just stay by my side and never leave me behind.When I have a bad day, you will always turn my frown into smile. When I have problems, I can openly share it with you because I know you will fully understand me. You never get tired on listening to my pointless drama.We treat each others as sisters. Yes! We are not sisters by blood, but we are sisters by heart.

          No words can express how much lucky I am to have you. Even Google cannot define how precious you are to me. Thank you for being my unbiological sister! Thank you for being my ever lovely and supportive BEST FRIEND.

Exchange of Hearts

         

Have you guys ever experienced that your partner is not giving you importance? That you're like a trash dumped in the middle of nowhere and you don't know where to stand? You'll not feel really good when you are in that situation are you? Most relationships nowadays were used in this kind of scenario. Let me share you something ..........

  Way back on 2013, I've experienced a lot of downfall and sleepless nights which causes me to deal with stress. One of the reasons is my boyfriend. Every time I ask him about serious matters, larger numbers of lies will come out from his mouth! SECRETS are kept and I don't have any idea on what he is doing. I always believe that he is that good but the reality is way too opposite than the one I believe. A lot of girls of him came into the story which definitely hurts me. As a girl, I don't want someone messing up with my boy. I told him to get rid of those girls but he didn't obey me. I got mad and tried to break up with him but he won't give up on me. He said that I'm the only girl in his heart and those girls around him were just his friends. I tried to believe him but I just can't get myself relaxed knowing that there is a lot of threats on our relationship. I begged him to stop but he won't. Looks like he is enjoying and happy watching me slowly burn. 

      If only he is on my shoe, he will surely feel the pain I felt because of what he just done. I want him to suffer the same thing he did to me but I know I can't do such thing like that. I wonder how will he behave if we will exchange position and I'm the one causing him pain. Will he do the same thing I did? Can he take every single shot of the pain in his heart? I THINK NOT!

Long Distance Relationship

   

          "When two hearts are meant for each other, no distance is too far, no time too long and no other love can break them apart." - Unknown

           Being far from someone you love is a difficult one. You don't know if what they say is true or not especially when it is said through texts or emails. You cannot avoid worrying about them if they are okay or not. Some says that they don't want long distance relationship because it's very risky or they don't want their partner to be away from them. But for you? Can you handle long distance relationships? How long? What does it take to be able to succeed in a long distance relationships?

       Long distance relationships is one of the things why many couples broke up. Some realized that they can't take it anymore. Some might find another one. Some just ......... fall out of love. Many things really happen if you are far from your partner especially when you don't have a strong communication and a strong foundation in your relationship. Communication is really important because you can reassure your loved ones that you still have time with them even though you have a tough schedules.

       I have my own experience with that. My boyfriend is a graduate of BSMT and they have this Basic Training. They have to go to Cebu for 12 days to do the required training. It was difficult for me to accept the fact that he will be far away from me because he had been  near me for how many years. It is hard to adjust that if I need him, he will not be there to help me. Moreover, we rarely communicate with each other because there comes a time that the signal is lost and he is also busy with his training. Because of our improper communication, we encounter misunderstandings which leads us to arguments. I know that I have to understand him because he's on a training but that feeling where you kept on waiting almost everyday without even knowing if he will drop a message or not. It's hard to expect for nothing right? Days passed by, our communication were back on being stable. He was sorry and explained why he rarely text and of course, I accepted his apology. I now knew the feeling when your partner is miles away from you. Even in that 12 days I was nearly giving up. How much more when he already boarded a vessel for apprenticeship within one year? I always bear in my mind that we love each other and I also hold on to his promise that I am the only one for him. We always tell each other that whatever happens, we will understand each other and always lend time for our relationship.

     For me, as long as you love each other, don't give up on your relationship just because your partner is far from you. Don't over think things and never forget to trust your partner. Don't always think the negative side but rather the positive side. If time comes that you'll be apart, think of it as a challenge and a test on how strong your relationship can be.

Broken Trust and Forgiveness

   

      

      TRUST .. BIG WORD isn't it ? It's like your world is falling apart when someone destroys your trust and it's hard for you to trust that person again. Have you already experienced that your partner destroys your trust? It hurts right? Very. 
      In a relationship, trust is really important in order to continue thriving and growing in a healthy way. Lying, whether it's about small things or about serious things, can be one of the quickest ways to strip that needed trust from a relationship. When trust is lost, getting it back can sometimes seems like an impossible to climb. 

      Since JP became my bf, I gave him my full trust. I always believe in what he says because I know he will not destroy my trust. He was beyond perfection that you wouldn't think that he can lie to you or he can hurt you. When we're just starting, our relationship was very smooth. No arguments, no doubts, no lies and no broken promises. As time pass by, I can feel that there's a little change in him. He was still the sweet guy but he doesn't give you so much effort. When the two of you already planned something, he will suddenly say that he has something to do. He always did that;cancelling our date or being late. I always understand him but it can make you feel tired right? I feel that I am not important to him. That's the start of my suspicion that he might have someone else. I always look in his cellphone or when he didn't reply easily, I  will get mad and we will fight in small things. 

       It was summer in 2013, he told me that he wanted to go to their reunion. I didn't permit him because I felt jealous about the girl that is so close to him or we called "feeling close". I trust him but not the girl. He says "okay". I felt happy because he doesn't argue more. We are texting when suddenly, he didn't reply back. I waited for his text long enough for me to decide to call his cousin. And there, I found out that he really go to their reunion without telling me. The worst thing is the girl and him are very close in the picture. The girl put her hands in the neck of my boyfriend. She's a flirt because even though she already knew that JP has a girlfriend, she keeps on following him. I was hurt and at the same time mad at him because he lied to me. He destroys my trust. He hurts me. I cried and cried until there is no more tears falling. That time, I realized that I should have not trust him. After that event, he kept on saying sorry to me but it's too hard for me to forget what he did. He says he will not do it again and that he will not lie again to me. After a long period of recovering about what happened, I forgave him and I tried to forget what he did. 

       I love him that's why, little by little I gave him my trust again. He already change a lot. Now, he is always there for me, he never failed to make me happy again and he became more honest to me. He gave his best effort to make me trust him again and I become mature. Mature enough to make decisions on when should I give up. 

     

Blogger's Note...

         "“Love is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it.” - Nicholas Sparks
 

         Hi everyone! I would like to say thank you for those who already read my post and for those who didn't read it yet, I hope you will find time on reading it. I am not really sure if you like my latest post because it's my first time to write something like that. I am not really fond on writing about my experiences in life and love but I want to share it with you. But of course, that blog is only a glimpse of the incoming blogs that I will post. 

       

        I will post some topics that talks about my relationship towards my family, my friends and to GOD. I will also post about my experiences in LOVE which taught me a lot in life; those crying moments, heartbreaks, and those sleepless nights. I am not saying that all my topics about love is sad. I will also share  my happy memories of being in love.

       

 Just wait for my next post and I will try my best to write something you can relate on.

ENJOY!  :)

             

When your CRUSH becomes your BOYFRIEND

          It all started back when I was in 2nd year high school. He is a transferee from Bukidnon city. I didn't notice him that much, until one time, our teacher told us that if someone can answer her question, he/she will be exempted to the quiz. All of us became quiet. No one dares to answer her question. Then suddenly, someone raised his hand and confidently stand up to answer the question. All of us look at him especially me and that's the time i noticed HIM, the boy who inspires me. After that event, I started noticing him or maybe i should say I started having a crush on him. Every time I see him, there is the feeling of shyness and awkwardness. Days passed, my routine is always like that; going to school, listen to the discussions, and make stolen glances to him. I am always inspired on going to school because i know he will be there. We were classmates but we didn't have time to talk nor know much about each other. My feelings grew more because my friends is always teasing me to him which they shouldn't. I am afraid that my crush will knew about my feelings for him because he might ignored or stay away from me. 
            It was February 6, 2010 when I received a text message from ********304 with a "HI" on it. I was curious of who was it and was expecting that he might be the one who texted me. When I discovered that it was him, I was really surprised, at the same time happy because my crush text me and not only that, he wanted us to be friends. We started communicating and getting to know each other stage. Moreover, we became close in school. Every time I wake up in the morning, there is always a text from him greeting me "Good Morning" or "Rise and Shine Ms. Beautiful" with a smiley face. That simple text or greetings from him can really make me smile and completes my day. I don't anymore feel that awkwardness because he almost know everything about me as I am to him. Our friends did noticed that we are always together, always talking, laughing with each other which we didn't used to do. They always tease us when we are together. I am happy because he is comfortable to be with and he can always make me smile even in his simple ways. It is really friendship all along but one day, he admitted that he had a special feelings for me, not as a friend but more than that. Spell speechless .... R-O-N-A. If you could see my face after knowing that, my face was really priceless! It was such a wonderful feeling knowing that we both feels the same way to each other. He said to me that he was afraid of admitting his feelings for me because I might stay away from him and afraid that our friendship will end because of that. I told him that I'm not angry of what he admitted because I feel the same way too. After that big revelation, nothing changes on how we treat each other. He is still the person who always made my day.

    Our friendship stage progress into a new level which is what we called Boyfriend/Girlfriend stage. That was March 10, 2010 when he became my boyfriend. He always do his best to make me happy with all his efforts. He always proves that he will be a good boyfriend to me. That was really a dream come true that my crush becomes my boyfriend. Through the years, months, days that we've been together, we already faced challenges that helps our relationship to be strong. We always put in our mind that whatever challenges that will come to us,we will not give up and we must on hold on to each other. Until now, we are still holding to each other, making happy memories together.
         I can't tell that we are meant to be together forever but for now, I'll  just take chances and enjoy the days of being with him.