Sunday, April 19, 2015

When your CRUSH becomes your BOYFRIEND



          It all started back when I was in 2nd year high school. He is a transferee from Bukidnon city. I didn't notice him that much, until one time, our teacher told us that if someone can answer her question, he/she will be exempted to the quiz. All of us became quiet. No one dares to answer her question. Then suddenly, someone raised his hand and confidently stand up to answer the question. All of us look at him especially me and that's the time i noticed HIM, the boy who inspires me. After that event, I started noticing him or maybe i should say I started having a crush on him. Every time I see him, there is the feeling of shyness and awkwardness. Days passed, my routine is always like that; going to school, listen to the discussions, and make stolen glances to him. I am always inspired on going to school because i know he will be there. We were classmates but we didn't have time to talk nor know much about each other. My feelings grew more because my friends is always teasing me to him which they shouldn't. I am afraid that my crush will knew about my feelings for him because he might ignored or stay away from me. 
            It was February 6, 2010 when I received a text message from ********304 with a "HI" on it. I was curious of who was it and was expecting that he might be the one who texted me. When I discovered that it was him, I was really surprised, at the same time happy because my crush text me and not only that, he wanted us to be friends. We started communicating and getting to know each other stage. Moreover, we became close in school. Every time I wake up in the morning, there is always a text from him greeting me "Good Morning" or "Rise and Shine Ms. Beautiful" with a smiley face. That simple text or greetings from him can really make me smile and completes my day. I don't anymore feel that awkwardness because he almost know everything about me as I am to him. Our friends did noticed that we are always together, always talking, laughing with each other which we didn't used to do. They always tease us when we are together. I am happy because he is comfortable to be with and he can always make me smile even in his simple ways. It is really friendship all along but one day, he admitted that he had a special feelings for me, not as a friend but more than that. Spell speechless .... R-O-N-A. If you could see my face after knowing that, my face was really priceless! It was such a wonderful feeling knowing that we both feels the same way to each other. He said to me that he was afraid of admitting his feelings for me because I might stay away from him and afraid that our friendship will end because of that. I told him that I'm not angry of what he admitted because I feel the same way too. After that big revelation, nothing changes on how we treat each other. He is still the person who always made my day.

    Our friendship stage progress into a new level which is what we called Boyfriend/Girlfriend stage. That was March 10, 2010 when he became my boyfriend. He always do his best to make me happy with all his efforts. He always proves that he will be a good boyfriend to me. That was really a dream come true that my crush becomes my boyfriend. Through the years, months, days that we've been together, we already faced challenges that helps our relationship to be strong. We always put in our mind that whatever challenges that will come to us,we will not give up and we must on hold on to each other. Until now, we are still holding to each other, making happy memories together.
         I can't tell that we are meant to be together forever but for now, I'll  just take chances and enjoy the days of being with him. 






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