Way back on 2013, I've experienced a lot of downfall and sleepless nights which causes me to deal with stress. One of the reasons is my boyfriend. Every time I ask him about serious matters, larger numbers of lies will come out from his mouth! SECRETS are kept and I don't have any idea on what he is doing. I always believe that he is that good but the reality is way too opposite than the one I believe. A lot of girls of him came into the story which definitely hurts me. As a girl, I don't want someone messing up with my boy. I told him to get rid of those girls but he didn't obey me. I got mad and tried to break up with him but he won't give up on me. He said that I'm the only girl in his heart and those girls around him were just his friends. I tried to believe him but I just can't get myself relaxed knowing that there is a lot of threats on our relationship. I begged him to stop but he won't. Looks like he is enjoying and happy watching me slowly burn.
If only he is on my shoe, he will surely feel the pain I felt because of what he just done. I want him to suffer the same thing he did to me but I know I can't do such thing like that. I wonder how will he behave if we will exchange position and I'm the one causing him pain. Will he do the same thing I did? Can he take every single shot of the pain in his heart? I THINK NOT!
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